As we both know, life has it’s ways. I moved away. Yet we pursue to reconnect. Our friendship blossomed overtime. We’d be sending random messages and pictures out of the blue, video calls, late night chats, vent about work. Without me moving I guess I wouldn’t realise that I missed you and actually had feelings for you too. At the same time I was afraid to embark on long distance twice more. We took a chance otherwise. A chance that I often regret I took. As time went by, things change, life happens. Timing truly had its way this time. I knew I valued our friendship more than anything. It was all I was hoping to save.
I often wonder and wish that our chapter should of stopped after that first outing, that day of ice skating, where it simply left us in smiles and happy fuzzy feelings.
I wish I could of told you this in person, is as cliche as it sounds that you have inspired me. You made me learn to love myself better by keeping fit and healthy, learn that you can’t please everyone and when you have a dream or ambition is to go for it (first home, work courses and opportunities that arised in our 20’s). The dedication to your friends and you’re overall positivity to life is remarkable.
God I miss you, brah.